jacquelynnfrances

Does anyone stay faithful to a journal? Do they bring anything more than confusion to an already complicated and illogical mess? Is it not just a waste of time? Maybe not..people need to work things out in some way, and I guess writing gives some a clear mind.. I think I want to take philosophy..The way of thinking inspires new thought to old questions..Thinking about it further would lead one to think the relationship could be inverse..A majority of the population considers this open-ended, answer-less way of thinking fruitless and confusing..They say it makes no sense, but I see thinking no other way..It asks for more and challenges the m

Today began and ended as a cloudy day. The rain began to fall as practice started, and continued into the night. This weather calms and leaves a person feeling better. Rainy days are best for sleeping in, running, puddle-jumping, thinking, reading, and just listening. Trying not to think about anything, I looked up to the sky. I failed and got distracted while comparing myself to the turkeys who stare at the rainy sky until they drown themselves. Looking up just wondering and thinking. I thought about not having enough time to really think. I thought about just going through the motions everyday, taking everything for granted. I thought about

For the first time in over two months I feel as if I have some things figured out. Yes, a ton of other crap quickly rushed in to make life a suckfest, but I see it as two steps forward and one back. All of this figuring things out is what makes people stronger, and I need stronger. Talking with knowledgeable people really helps, and as I come out of the depressing funk I see that people wanting to help were everywhere. These people will continue to be around for me, and as I try to look deeper and search for more answers I discover helpful people who care in everything I do. After figuring things out relationships everywhere have improved, a